Unexpected things happen in our lives just when we least expect it. Some could say it might be a sign of something. Those some could be right or they could be paranoid, all I know is that there have been a lot of changes lately and I'm someone who likes to be the one to make the changes, not changes happen without me first thinking about it.
No I'm not a control freak lol. I used to be, still struggle with the developed habits, but try to be aware as much as I can so that I don't let the habit promote the actual outcome of behavior. Seeing your thoughts and feelings in text can sometimes offer a way to process things a bit before we make a mistake. I'm someone who has always enjoyed writing so for me, expressing it in print seems to work for me.
So there have been a lot of changes recently and I did step back for a bit to regroup. Good things always come from changes, even changes we didn't want.
